Just To Make Them Proud!

Being a daughter or a son or a child of the parents,actually we are holding a gigantic obligation.And it's not that easy to have that kind of responsibilities.Me?Being the eldest in the family is like a burden to me..Hmm..maybe I've should have not thinking that way..Hmm..I'm worry of my SPM.This year is the GRAND FINALE!Successful or not..But Madam Rashidah told me SPM is not the end of the world.She asked the students to enjoy themselves and have a very happy day and life during the school time.I'm quite agree with her.But all this while I'm feeling that I never enjoy myself during my teenage life.I'm too ordinary.Square.And never be a NORMAL GIRL.I always behave this way.No self confidence.I can't convince myself.Umi ayah,all this while I want to make you happy.I want to make you guys proud of me.I've made you proud of me for two times.My UPSR and my PMR.But for this SPM I'm not really sure.I don't know!I've been playing a lot.Leaving the class.Doing some idiot things just want to get A for my koko.I really blame myself.Haih.Umi,I really want you to be proud of me!I don't want you to regret of having a daughter like me.Umi,I'm sorry!